good/bad day

unsure on how to feel.

well (i'll just refer to her as a letter) T forgave me, but said we won't be friends like we used to. i know this sounds horrid but for gods sakes, it was all done subconsciously!, she knows what i'm like, but yeh i should have paid more attention to what i was doing. but because of some stupid comments she has now thrown away what could've been a really good relationship.

talking to D we spoke about stuff, but now i'm left in a tizz, do i want a relationship? or right now do i just need a friend? i hate not knowing what to do. but he really did cheer me up, when we spoke about H (aha all these letters for different people) and i finally realised that H is a complete, sorry for the language, cunt. and we had a bitch about him and i felt a bit better.

then D went, and H started talking to me, we've spoken a bit but i just couldn't be arsed to talk to him, shall i just wipe him from everything (msn, facebook, mobile, mind)? what do you think?

anyhoo, i found a really nice jumper i'm actually going to buy! shocker.
have to buy lots of prom stuff too, not sure i even want to go.
birthday soon, fucking wonderful.

Ruby xx