being absorbed

i don't blog much, the reason? i seriously have no life.
saw C on wednesday, the weather was so awful! bought some face wipes, hair bobbles and a new toothbrush for my holiday. then we went and had a drink. then we went back to his house (which i've never been too and it's absolutely beaute!) sat and watched tv while my hair went from straight to ringlets. then i got so comfortable i nearly fell asleep on his sofa :$, i felt so awful.
anyhoo when i got home i went to Loughborough for 2 days to visit my nan and pops. it was ok, mainly looked after my cousin, who is such a cutie but sometimes too overwhelming!
now i'm home and i've packed for bournemouth, can't wait to get away. no internet and no phone, bliss. i hope it's sunny. i'm actually quite excited, weird. oh and i'm definately going to Australia for christmas. it's so weird, here at home we hardly argue and everyone gets on really well, we're a unit. but over there! there is always fighting and dramas happening, it's exhausting just to watch! but, i'm so lucky to be able to go there frequently i suppose.
T is home on sunday, but i'm not here :'( i miss her and her odd ways.

you know what i need? A MAN.
you heard, fed up of trying to please everyone and sorting out their problems, i want someone to take care of me for a change!
my love life is tres difficile still though.

Ruby xx

i haven't posted in a while

and i'm only doing it because i'm slightly drunk and watching ugly betty.

so life has been rather boring atm
though stuff with him is going well, i think :)
and i have a new lipstick (i know, lipstick how old? but frankly i like it better than lipgloss) and i love the colour, it's a gorgeous pink!
found a really cute dress and a pair of ankle boots that's look so cute with my blazer and a pair of long(ish) patterned socks, so i'm going to get some money and buy them :D

anyway, i don't really know what to say
GOODBYE LOVERRRRRRRRRS
xxx

well fucking done

i really know how to ruin everything.
WHY CAN'T I JUST EXCEPT THINGS THE WAY THEY ARE?!?!?!?!
jesus, i am so incredibly selfish.
and i am so much like my dad.

ello

my birthday was yesterday :)
it was a lovely day, and saturday was excellent aswell, The Hangover i recommend you see it!

today i went into Harb for two reasons:

• one, to buy some sequins. for my birthday i was given a large empty glass jar (odd i know). i felt that the jar had to be filled with something and instantly in my head popped up 'sequins' (someone once told me that sequins represented me, sparkley and stick to people). plus sequins bring me happiness, i don't know why, but for me what could be better than a jar full of sequins? i found some i liked anyway, but forgot to buy them.
• two, to meet up with C. it was actually a really lovely day, he attempted to buy me and drink but i wouldn't let him so i put the money in his pocket :). but basically we just wandered round looking for sequins, it was fairly pointless, but nice all the same. and i bought him some grapes and fed them to him, and i kept skipping and walking around on my tip toes, i need to sort myself out. then we caught the bus into lutterworth.

then we were waiting for C's dad and when he finally came it was pissing it down and i had to walk to my nans in the thunder and pouring rain! but nan let me have a hot shower and gave me dry clothes to change into and fed me :) my nan's a hero. and i had a nap, i was so shattered. then mummy came to pick me up, and here i am!

Ruby xx

rolling in on 6th

which is my birthday :)
i'm feeling a little more positive about it now except for on my actual birthday (the monday) i will be all on my lonesome (except for when everyone gets home and we go out for a meal at Zizzi's), maybe i'll ring mia...what time does she get back from france?i'll try tomorrow

bought a dress and some sandals todaaay, and they're lovely
and i bought a BIKINI :O
absolute shocker, my aim is to tone up and loose weight so that i look devine in it ready for Aussie at christmas time.

got three blisters from my shoes today, my feet hurt.

anyhoo, should i post that letter? or send an email instead? hmmm...
Ruby xxx

because aidan said it was unacceptable to have two posts titled ':/'

my brother is so annoying.

anyway, sixth form is going to be great! really enjoyed the three induction days.
first of all, form with T
psychology with T, G and W
media with BD and DT
english lit with Greenpanda, S, M, P, R and H
so all in all it's pretty legendary!

listening to BD and U on the radio, bloomin' weirdos.

Ruby xx