ewww

blood test was gross :(

and I'm not a very squeamish person, but god it weirded me out!

first day back was okkkkk,

although, I nearly punched one of my class mates in the face. if I had of done it, he totally deserved it.

my plan didn't start so well, I think I might start it next week instead :D

or perhaps I could start it sooner...hmmm, we'll see :P

got something else happening right now, deal with that first.

I'm gonna watch Russell Howard now, because I LOVE HIM. (L)

Favourite PostSecret recently:

so what's changed?

I really, really, really don't understand why you've turned into such a fucking knob.

is it because you're 'in love', really? BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT!

and stop trying to pretend you are.

and even if you are 'in love' it doesn't mean we still can't be friends and you can treat me like crap.

y'know sometimes I just want to tell her, and I mean it. But I love you too much (as a friend) to ever do that, but you don't seem to understand.

please will you stop being a twat, I'd really appreciate having my friend back.

diaognosis doctor

well apparantly this cold thingy i've had, well pretty much since i've been back, might be glandular fever :/
so i'm having an ever so wonderful blood test on monday at 12.00 :(
and if it's not glandular fever it's probably tonsilitis, but i don't think it is cause i've had that before and it's not the same this time.

AND THE SNOW ISN'T HELPING.

my mum thought i was depressed, cause apparnatly sleeping all the time is a sign of depression, and irregular sleeping patterns and stuff, but now we knowwww. she still keeps being all concerned, but i'm not depressed, well i don't think i am!
however she bought me malteasers and milky bar yoghurts :D

i think i might do productive things today, like homework.
i really want to go to the cinema, however this is not an option seeing as i can't get there, and if i did i'd probably just sleep.
yeah i do that a lot, sleep. i take naps and stuff, and i'm permently tired :( i just wanna be better.

so this was basically one big moan,
sorry
xx

change is coming?

i think so, don't know what yet but i can feel it coming :/

dyed my hair yesterday, nearly looks exactly like my natural colour :D which i'm happy about, i do love my dark hair.
also used skype for the first time which was a strange but funny experience, a 1 and 50minute conversation with A from Australia! hopefully talk to him again on monday, or sometime soon lol :)

so, LT, AJ are now both in relationships (this is old news i just haven't blogged about it) which is good because i've never seen the both of them so happy!
i think AJs girlfriend is gorgeoussss! she's nice too, and is not worried by my odd nature, i think she's a keeper AJ!
and LTs boyfriend is nice, a bit quiet, but he's nice. however, she's in that absorbed stage atm so i feel like i haven't really got to talk to her properly since i've been back, which really sucks. someone else commented on this too, but he doesn't want to bring it up with her, and tbh neither do i because i've never seen her like this, so i think i'll just give it time and hopefully things will smooth out :)

redecorating my house soon, the new theme (old theme; pink, purple reds) for my room is; Silver, Black and Grey :D got some wicked new wall paper that is silver with a black pattern that's of a tree with birds and flowers :)

my mum just walked in and went "I'M BAAAACK, heres a bar of chocolate for you"
LEGEND (L) (she also got me a 'I love Russell Howard' badge when i got back, double legend!!)
it's her birthday next sunday (the 7th) got her Tru Blood season one and a dragonfly necklace, cause i love her lots.
i got LT presents too, in-ear headphones and mismatching earrings, and a WICKED card that says 'Sex, Drugs & Rock'n'Roll (are all bad things of course)' which i found rather funny :D



as for the old love life, not much is going down tbhhh, as explained to AJ earlier i keep blurting out random shit infront of guys for example:
*cute checkout guy at morroways who i usually talk to*
Checkout guy: Hi *smiles, keeps looking at me*
Me: I'm with my mum.
I MEAN WTH? sometimes i need a muzzle

:) btw i'm a Gleek, apologies xx

AHHHHH

confusion/excitement
AJ knows what i'm talking about
eeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

not having the best start to the new year

maybe it actually was all my fault?


i miss australia.

school was ok, it was nice to see everyone and have a good catch up :) really hating the snow, i feel so stiff and cold :(

this post is pointless, but then so am i.

singapore

airport is getting very tiring and boring now, been for far too long! did not sleep so well last night on some chairs we found, missing my bed big time!
anyway we have about 1 and 1/2 hours left until our flight, joyus times. i need ot finish off watching wanted!!! :P

anyway i shall stop abusing the free internet service and find somewhere to sit and read Cosmo (i'm converted, still adore Empire though)
see you all soon xx